The sun

I want to be like it , here's why

Well growing up we become fan of the moon and over the time we just admire it.

I had so many late talks with the moon . Infact I even used to cry while talking. But the moon just looked at me and never replied. But sometimes I felt like how difficult it is to hear someone, to be there for someone all the time, Mr.moon must be getting frustrated of me and like others it will also get disappeare one day and so it did. But it returned to hear me again.

You know what I want to convey by it

Obviously ,no(lol)

I want to convey that being available for someone is good but loosing yourself completely for someone don't make sense. Be good but being so nice take you from you . I felt it lots of time that when we think we are totally responsible for someone else happiness or anything else we loose ourselves. Whereas the moon recovers itself within 15 days but for us its sometimes, not even possible till death. This is why I don't want to be a moon ever . Moon is dependent on sun to shine and I don't want to depend on anyone for anything either it's my happiness or my success. I know we need people but noone is going to be there for us forever.

The sun have so many spots called sunspot in it which are cooler areas that usually last for a week , it is having so many huge eruption called solar prominences in it. Due to this eruptions they form a loops because of sun's invisible magnetic field. Noone can look directly to it when it is in its rage. Noone has landed on it till yet . Biggest source of energy. It is not dependent on anyone to shine bright. Initially we all are dependent on it for food , vitamin D and etc.

Don't you think that you too have your own insecurities. We all have a smile in our face but theirs alot of eruption going inside. After getting hurt or ditched you too want noone in your life. You are also in a loop of our own aura. You also want to be self independent.

And due to all this I want be like sun so that people can depend on me but I must not depend on anyone.

Well views may vary for different person , let's see what's your

Thankyou..